To Theresa.
Sunday, December 6, 2009 / 10:59 AM
Blurblur, you still remember that when i'm sad, you would always be there.No matter what time is it, you would still be there cheering me up. Giving me advices telling me to be strong and all that, but what about you?I know you love him alot, but now, he no longer love you already, its a fact.Its reality, no matter how long you try to hide away from it, its already a fact.
I know you aren't feeling good in the inside, you always smile, but not true smile.
I know its hard to forget someone whom you really love, but why not give it a try?
You're always smiling on the outside but hurting in the inside, cheer up dear.
You're crying right now, while i can't do anything, sigh, i want you to be happy..
Whenever i needed you, you're always here, but i can't be with you the next few days.
When i come back, i wanna see a very happy blur, not the fake smile, but the real smile.
I know we're not very close anymore, but still, you need to be happy alright !
I remember how we contact, its because of Michelle's taiji, and you asked if i hated you.
From then on, we chatted and everything, and we became closer and closer.
I know the feeling, i know you wanted him to be back, but you should know its impossible.
Life is like this, there's always up and down in lifes, you need to be strong my dear.
Nothing is impossible, is just whether you want to forget him or not, its your mentality.
You still have alot of people that cares for you, you don't want to see them sad also right?
You need to be strong, let them now that you're fine, so that they would not worry so much.
No matter what i say now, you may think that its nonsense, but i hope this would help you.
no matter where i am, my heart would also be there with you my dear, you need to be strong!
God never said that life was easy, he just promised that it would be worth it, cheer up.
No matter what happens, you need to be strong and face reality.
Your love ones would be prepared to go through everything with you my dear.
Me love you ttm ok! <3
