Happy belated birthday to Tiffany and Yanzhen. (L)
Woke up prepared and used computer till around 3plus then bused to 2tou.
Meet Felicia and Fanny and went to 293 to pass Daddy's friend something.
Bused down to meet Kathrine at mrt there, then bused down to causeway.
Slacked there and she went to center first while i went to meet Theresa at mac.
Sat down and chatted till around 7pm, cab down to center to meet up with Kathrine.
Slacked there awhile and we both cabbed down to yishun, she went to meet her friend while i went to meet Fanny and Felicia, they came up the cab and we went to seletar.
The sea breeze was dam relaxing, super cold and the scenery was super chio.
After that, cabbed down to broadway to eat and bused down to northpoint.
Bused back home @ 10pm.
Dedications below. (:
Brother, thanks for begin there for me, telling me what's right and what's wrong.Guiding me telling me who is true to me and who is not true to me. Though we do quarrel at times, but you know you still mean alot to me.
Whenever i don't have money, you're always the one who give me money.
Whenever i'm hungry, you would always make the effort to bring me out to eat.
Though i always made you, daddy and mummy upset, but you guys never even scolded me.
You guys always care for me and give in to me even though i'm in the wrong.
Whenever i wanted to buy something, you guys would always give me the money to buy.
Though you always make fun of me saying about him, i know you don't mean it.
Yesterday when you both broke up, i can sense that you're upset though you didn't say.
Brother, please be happy, because without you, i wouldn't be who i am today, thank you so much. ♥
Daddy, i know you dote on me more then how much you dote korkor.
I know you want me to be a good girl, i promise to be a good girl from now onwards.
Whenever i told you i want to buy something, you would always buy for me no matter what.
I know you don't want me to be led astray, so you always give me whatever i wanted.
I know that day when that thing happened, you were very upset and angry with me.
I know you want me to study hard is for my own future.
I know you always give in to me because you wanted me to be a good girl.
I know you always give me money because you wanted me to have everything i want.
I know you always cared for me though sometimes you do scold me.
Whenever i told you i wanted something, you would always agree to everything that i say.
Never once did you disagree, because you wanted me to have everything that i want.
Daddy, thank you so much, i love you. ♥
Mummy, though i know you always scold me because you wanted me to be a good girl.
You always nag at me because you wanted me to know what's right and what's wrong.
Though you would always nag at me for every little thing i do, but you do care for me.
I don't care what others think of you, because to me, you're the world greatest mummy.
If it wasn't you who brought me into this world, i wouldn't be here typing all this things now.
I know i always talked back to you, but i really don't mean to talk back to you.
You would always save those good things for me and brother, and not for yourself.
You always scared that we would be hungry, so you always eat less and let us eat more.
You would always save the money to buy things for us, and not buying anything for yourself.
Though we don't say it out, that doesn't mean we don't know, because we do feel it.
Thanks for everything that you have given me, i love you. ♥
Do you know how much its hurting inside?
Do you know how much i'm missing you?
Do you know how much i loved you?
Do you know how hard it is to forget you?
Do you know how much i wanted you to be back?
Do you know how much i wished that you were here with me right now?
Do you know how i wished that i could receive a call from you right now?
Do you still remember what you promised me?
I longed to tell you how much i loved you,
I longed to tell you how much i missed you,
I longed to tell you how much you meant to me.
Perhaps all along you were just treating me as a spare tyre,
but perhaps you really did loved me,
i don't know, and i don't want to know the answer.
Hoping and hoping that you would be back, but sigh.
You will never be back anymore, right?
Have i wasted these 12 months waiting for you?
But let me tell you, i never regret loving you at all.
Though i always said i hated you, but i never hate you before.
I'll forget those hurts that you left behind, but i wouldn't forget you.
Because you once stands a very important place inside my heart.
I'll leave those memories which we once shared deep down inside my heart.
Hate that i love you, goodbye.
